Surrender to God When Fear Is Loud
Today, returning to God looks like sitting with fear instead of running from it. It is surrender to God, not worldly hustle or frantic performance.
The anxiety is strong today. I am not paid up on rent beyond today. I only have enough money to get back and forth to work for three days. My mind keeps running ahead of me, rehearsing every possible scenario where this falls apart, and I fail again. Every outcome feels heavier than the last, and fear keeps whispering that this time I won’t make it through. [Read more…] about Surrender to God When Fear Is Loud